Yesterday was the day that I am looking forward to. I took an UPL from my work just to get through the physical assessment. I passed BMI. I always maintain my BMI, I weigh my body everyday. I promised myself that I cannot get more than 53kg.
Yesterday was Friday. The day before yesterday, I sleep early. Had dinner early. Wash myself thoroughly, Finished al-Kahfi and Yaseen and continue 2 pages with Az-Zumar. In short, I do everything I can to be seek help from Him if this is the best for me and for my console.
So, the Friday morning I woke up at 4am feeling great. I have a good sleep and I am feeling grateful to be alive and have another opportunity. Then, I had my morning shower and perform 2 rakaat Tahajud to seek for His forgiveness and His help. And I planned to left at 5am. But, I suddenly thought that I might be very early, so I woke up Inyai. Then he advised me to left after Subuh prayer. So, I standby and left at 6.10am wearing my glow-in-the-dark jacket. I was cold morning. While listening to For Revenge album, I ride scooter NVX (plate no : VHU XXXX) to Jabatan Bomba dan Penyelamat Putrajaya.
I arrived on 7.10am and park my bike at motorcycle parking where I met a guy who said that he was waiting for his wife. Then, I walk my way to the Bomba area where I found a women sitting near the table for registration. I asked her the way all the candidates should be, then she showed me the red tent. I went there and chose a seat where Aina approached me since I seem to not recognize her. We chat a little before we were called to gather at 7.30am (I think since I don't have watch). Candidates are about 30 pax only. In the beginning, chief of examiner said that they want to finish early since it was Friday. So, who failed the test should pack and leave immediately to ease the process.
As for BMI test, my height were measured at 164.4cm and my weight is 51kg which is in normal BMI. Unfortunately, I failed the eye test AGAIN. Only at TOZ which is the 3rd line which I struggle to read as well. So I sent myself home. While I am packing, Fatihah approached me to return my EyeDrop. Alhamdulillah, she got through! I hope I can get in touch with her to know her journey. I am proud for her, really. She is 31 this year, She inspire me. She is beautiful. Fair skin, round eyes.
I am frustrated with myself. Then I determined to get LASIK treatment. So, I went to Specky Panda and ask for direction. The girl at the counter direct me to Optimax. I search for Optimax Elmina via maps and go there. Unfortunately the maps show me different route which I couldn't find Optimax Elmina. So, I call them directly which I arrived safely and ask them how to consult the doctor which cost me RM195. Then they tell me about the procedure TESA which is affordable for me. And they have a better offer which have life warranty which I should opt to. Then they gave me the brochure for LASIK treatment. And I promised to have this LASIK by next year 2024, InshaAllah. I have to get RM6k by then.
Then, I went home to return scooter since Nyai will have to go to masjid for Friday prayer. Then, I washed my clothes by machine then, I get ready to go to bank to renew my card. Maybank, BSN, Bank Islam.
Maybank - expires by March 2023 (done renew), and I ask the officer for credit card application. She said that if my salary deposit to my Maybank account, the minimum salary to apply credit card is RM2,500. However, if my salary deposit to other bank account, I need to have a basic salary of RM3,000 not include OT.
BSN - expires by October 2023 (cannot renew although I've been waiting for 1 hour for the queue) > the officer said that my account was closed. And for BSN account opening, must have reason.
After I finished my transaction at the counter, the outside was raining cats and dogs. Gladly I brought rain coat. So, I go back normally but slowly. Then I plan on buying Damansara Fried Chicken, but the chicken were not ready yet.. So, I continued go back home.
Then, I eat the meal I cooked yesterday with karipap and hard-boiled eggs. Then, come up to my room to perform the Asar prayer which is later I dozed off until tomorrow! Silly me! Ya Allah forgive me..
The next day, I clean myself and replaced the prayer. Then, I go to work with a great determination of what to do with my self.
I found out that Fatihah who I had her contact number yesterday is an influential TikTok celebrity. She had 11.5k follower. And she practice the Ujian Fizikal Bomba at Bomba station, which I can do it as well!
New year Resolution :
First and foremost, fix my relationship with Allah (khatam al-Quran > Tahajud prayer) and relationship with my family and other people.
1. Settled loan for BAJAJ another RM1,490.34
2. Save RM1,000/month by doing more sales to get commission.
3. Get A's for all the remaining subjects. Complete my FYP1 and FYP2 successfully.
4. Finish short sem (KoKurikulum), Advanced English, and Keusahawanan.
5. Sugarbomb SB Parfum (active agent)
6. Committed to usrah.
7. LASIK treatment
8. Internship at Tung Shin hospital (Hemananthiny)
9. Discipline to exercising. (practice Ujian Fizikal Bomba > panjat tali, menjulang tangga, panjat tangga dan angkat berat 48kg)
10. My channel > TikTok and YouTube (audio kisah Sirah para sahabat)
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